For most people the Sunday after the night they go out drinking doing absolutely shit all for the day wouldnt make them feel bad about themselves and the lack of activities done throughout the day, but for me I felt particularly lazy today. I think the reason for this is because I looked at the week ahead and I have bugger all to do. I have 2 shifts for work because its June and they are cutting everyones hours back due to the end of the Financial year. So this makes me feel lazy.
Today I spent most of my afternoon, seeing as how I got up just before 12 watching Scrubs. I took a coupla hours out to listen to music and draw, but I felt so lazy. I need something to do and unfortunatly there is nothing to really do in wagga. I need more work, or a new job I think. Or both. There are a lot of days when I wish I had a Monday to Friday, 9 - 5 job like everyone else and with weekends off. That way I can plan my weekends a lot better and have something to do during the week as well as a nice steady cash income. Hoping I can get some feedback with the whole doing voice over work, because that would be a sweet gig and many people have said I would be good at it.
Most recently it has been brought to my attention that whatever I do with my life I will need a lot of money. I know everyone wants more money, and its not like before this realisation I wasnt down for getting more money its just I have noticed that most of the things I do and buy are rather expensive. This isnt because I get them because they are the most expensive thing like some people might, no it just always turns out that way. I live my life by the "I like what I like" and thats the only way I can explain it. You see it just seems the things I like are aways expensive. And sure your probably reading this saying, thats stupid everyone likes the more expensive thing its just weather or not they can afford it. No I mean the more you could show me a picture of many things and probably 9 times out of 10 I will like the more expensive one. This applies usually for cloathing, technology and food. Food is an entirely different matter though, thats based on taste and I can never figure out why people would pay less for something to save a few bucks if they didnt like it. Id rather spend the extra money and enjoy my meal. And fair enough sometimes we all cant afford the nice things we really like but you understand what I mean.
I think the paragraph above is also partially due to the Entourage addiction I have and a conversation Heath and I had the other night. That and imagining the $58 million I wish I had of won. I know everyone who entered all accross Australia (say it like Dr Cox) really, really, re-healy wanted it also, but c'mon, im 20 years old and that kind of money would set me for life. I know a group of blokes from Melbourne won it between them so good on them.
Another thing thats been on my mind lately is the fact im still single. Now according to people out there its always "strange" that when your taken you kinda miss being single. Yeah, well Ive never known that feeling and after being single for a while I can tell you I dont think I would want to go back to it for a while. I guess this ties in with the whole being lazy title in a sence that whilst some days I am at home doing bugger all and watching TV both my sisters might be with there boyfriends. I guess im just sick of being single. But I aso feel that before I can really get a girl I need to have more money and stuff as well as my own place. Well not nessecerily my own, but not living with my parents. I dont know, maybe im talking shit.
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